I really wan to see you. I want to interact like what I usually do. I want you to know what kind of person I am. I want to know what kind of person you actually are. This distance sicks me up. Unable to understand how would you react, unable to know your expressions, unable to be present with you. Can feel your emotion no more, can see your truly eyes no more. I so desperately want to meet you. Really. Want. To. Meet. You.
I feel that it can be fixed and finalized after we meet up. Then, that’s the end or the new beginning. I really do not want to hold empty air.
Aih, maaf ya kalo selama ini gw suka gak ngerti apa reaksi lo. It’s just too long since the last time we really interact that I really don’t know how you would :’|
This thing occupies my head so badly in last few days. I think you also sick of it. Now, I have to care about my self more. I have to enjoy my self. WIth your shadow fades from my mind…